How did I do this before? I was single for so long. I had no problems sleeping alone. It is different now. I can't imagine my life without him.
We have come a long way. I have known him since I was 15. (wow! almost 14 years ago.) He went off and married with 4 children and I went off and had o1 child. Who would have thought 10 - 11 years later I would have run back into my future husband.
We have custody of his 4 children and I have my child. I couldn't imagine my life any other way. I never thought I would have such a large family. I love it!
My husband is deployed right now and will be gone for a little while.
The day he left I couldn't stop crying. All I wanted was to hold onto him and not let him go. I wanted to keep that moment going.
Do not get me wrong I understand he has a job to do. I understand that as a soldiers wife I have to be more patient and understanding than most.
We have been through so much drama in our relationship and it felt so wonderful to finally come to that place where we had become ONE.
My family tells me to just take it a day at a time. " A day at a time."
hmmm. sometimes it feels like it is a minute at a time.
Maybe it will get easier as the time passes.
All I know is I Love My Wonderful Husband with all my heart.
He is serving our country and taking care of our family. All I want from him right now is to take care of himself and come back home to us safe.
Awe, I'm here for you! You're right, you've been through way more than y'all need to but it's just proof that you two will make it through all. Hang in there sweetie, and remember you can call my anytime (though I suck at answering all the time).
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