Today was a bit better. I heard From My Love today.
It helped make my day a little nicer.
To know you are okay is one of the best feelings in the world.
Well it is just the boys, aubrey, and I tonight. The girls are staying at there friends house. People ask me how I am doing since you left.
What am I supposed to say? I mean if I told them how I really feel, well I just can't.
I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me or think I can't handle it.
I know I can handle it, because like they say " God never gives you more than you can handle"
I pray that is right.
I am so lonely. I mean, I know I have the five kids, and they are wonderful and keep me crazy busy. It is just I miss my Husbands arms. I miss him in bed next to me.
Yes people I know it is his job and I will NEVER hold fault to him for it.
I love the man he is. I love how brave he is.
I hold you in my heart, I hold you with everything I have inside of me. I Love You My Love. I will be here waiting for you. I can't wait for you to come home to the kids and me.
