IT BURNS, BURNS, BURNS LIKE A BURNING RAIN OF FIRE. (LOL) I LOVE YOU MY LOVE
Today was fun. I painted the girls nails. which by the way they loved!It was funny to watch Aubrey squirm. You know she can't stay still for 2 seconds. LOL.
Analissa says she is going to wake up early so I can do her hair.
I miss you so much. I wish you were here with me seeing all of this. Joking around, calling the kids clowns.
I can't wait to see you wrestle with kids again.
The boys did the usual on a rainy day video games and computer.You know how it goes. Once they get started on electronics it is like everything else in the world disappears.
Gee I wonder who that reminds me of..lol.
I keep thinking about how you are doing. I haven't heard from you and I guess I am just worried. I mean I know you are okay and I know you can't always call. You just sounded really tired last time I talked to you.
Oh and p.s. next time pack the right deodorant, that might help you out a bit..lolJust kidding. Well sort of... I Love You So Much!
You are such a goofball.
You always know how to make me laugh and smile.
Even if it is on accident.
Like the time you moped the floor and you almost fell, because of how slippery it was.
Yes, Yes, I know I am the one that said to use the pledge we use for the table..my bad..lol..but you have to admit it was funny to watch everyone slipping and falling all over the floor.
I don't want to go to bed tonight. I know I eventually have to. I just don't want to. The feeling of you not laying there next me makes me cry. It is one thing when you are out on mission but you come home eventually, this is an entire year without you laying next to me.
I miss the loud snoring you do. Is it weird that it helps me sleep. I miss your arms around me.
Hopefully the time goes by fast. well I pray it does.
You don't have to worry about anything here. So far so good. The kids are doing good. Except of course the fact that they all miss you.
They are all asleep right now. They are not giving me a hard time at all. Of course the usual fights and banter between them all but nothing major.
It was funny though, well not funny but, I dunno. Savanah and Lil' Brian thought they could out stubborn me. I gave them a really small portion of veggies, (and I mean small..lol) they would not eat it. I told them they could sit at the table till it was time for bed if they were not going to eat them. Well guess what they did..Yup they ate there veggies.
I just want our kids to be healthy and they are so young I don't want them to have health issues. Well you already know how I am about there health.
Anyway,
I finally made it to OUR bed. I am laying here right now writing. I don't want to go to sleep. I have been having a hard time sleeping. I really never thought it would be like this.
I never thought that it would affect me like this. I mean I knew that I would miss you. I guess I didn't expect for it to feel like this.
It feels like I am holding my breath. I sleep with pride at night and push his hand over and over again. You know "celeste hernandez flores" lol..I love you so much.
I love you with all my heart and soul.
I will remain yours always and forever.
Please stay staff come back home to us. We All Miss you soooooo much!
Yours truly
Yours forever
Yours Always,
I Love You My Love,
Love Your Wife, Your Partner,
YOURS.
